Though I'm actively pursuing my fantasy to suck a cock and swallow a man's load, I worry that if the opportunity does come up I'll be in my own head too much to go through with it or enjoy it if I do. I worry about things like:
How hot I think my first bisexual experience will look:
How hot it will actually look:
I know it's stupid, but I keep getting the image in my head of what a third party would see if they were watching us, and it ain't pretty. To be fair, though, I do the same thing when I imagine myself with different women too.
I laughed when I saw the second picture. To be honest Rob, if/when the opportunity presents itself, I have a feeling that will be the last thing you'll be thinking about.
ReplyDeleteI'm sure you're right monkey!
DeleteOMGosh I laughed so hard!! Just don't take video or photo's and then you can still feel you looked like photo one! It's probably one of the reasons I haven't pressed for video taping sex, I don't have make up artist or professional cameramen making me look good!
DeleteDefinitely no vids or pics. And probably in the moment I won't worry about the image, it'll be afterwards when I'm doing a mental after-action review that I'll stress about that, lol.
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