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Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Frustrating!

I can't catch a break!

One of the advantages of having my own business was that I had all the time I needed in the morning to get ready. I could relax and get ready at my own pace, and had plenty of time for leisurely morning wanks every day. My wife leaves for work around 7:00 or 7:30, and I didn't have to be at my office until around 10 unless I had an earlier appointment. I really enjoyed those jack-off sessions!

Of course, one of the bad things about having your own business is the lack of steady income. After 6 years of not making any headway, and getting deeper and deeper in debt, I finally threw in the towel and rejoined the ranks of the gainfully employed. My first job (where I met T) also allowed me to enjoy my morning routine of looking through my favorite porn sites and slowly edging four or five times before allowing myself to cum. But that job sucked in so many other ways that I finally had to leave it for my current job.

I love my current job; the duties are varied enough to keep from getting boring, the people I work with are all reasonably intelligent, and the company itself (a huge, international company) is very employee centric. The problem is I start at 8 in the morning, and it's a 35 minute drive. So I don't get the chance to enjoy myself very often. In fact, for the past 9 months or so the best I've been able to do is a quick pull before my wife wakes up, or the occasional session in the upstairs men's room (it's a one-seater and you can lock the door.) My niece is staying with us for a while too, so I can't even take advantage of the weekends when my wife is sleeping in, because I never know when H will wake up.

So when I had to make an eye doctor appointment for this morning I realized I would have a few hours to myself when they both left for work. Like, two solid hours before I even had to worry about getting ready! I looked forward to it all day yesterday! I was going to get really romantic with myself, and maybe indulge in some of my favorite acts that have become just a distant memory!

Except H (the niece, remember?) came home from work yesterday and told us that she wasn't going into work today because her trainer would be off. Dammit!

Okay, I can salvage this. When she doesn't have to work, H sleeps as long as she can (she's 21, and you know how those kids can sleep.) I wouldn't be able to have as much fun as I'd planned, but I could still enjoy myself and release some pent up energy.

Guess who went to sleep early last night, and is already up! God Dammit! Look at the state this has left me in!

5 comments:

  1. Sorry to hear that you could not rub one out in a nice relaxing way. Great blog by the way.

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  2. Oh wow, I don't know what I would do if I couldn't masturbate regularly! I do have some funny stories i need to share about that too! I have to masturbate AT LEAST every other day!! Hard to sleep if I haven't. I watch some Youporn on my phone and get my BOB out and it's 40 minutes of loving myself time!

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  3. Thanks, anonymous, I'm glad you're enjoying the blog!

    Freaky, I went from just about every day (except weekends) to now maybe 2 times a week if I'm lucky. For probably the first time in my sexual life I'm having sex more often than I'm jerking off!

    Don't get me wrong, I like sex a lot. But masturbation is different, and just as necessary, in my opinion.

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